GROW UP

MIKI, MIKI

GROW UP

think it's time t learn how to grow up
need t place my priority correctly.

dont wish for the history t repeat itself.

good bye, my love.

oh. y'all know hor,
todayy the SFP test mati liao.
haha.

SHIYI !!
HI 5 !
haha

everything ii focused on didnt appear
everything tt ii didnt focus on appeared.

-wails

oh well .. =/
fate.

hmm. my first day w/out handphone.
cool leh.
very very insecure.
like .. if the lift break down, then cant call out.
or wanna meet ppl den no handphone.

inconvenience.
-sigh.

hmmOO
have t say this,
i'm kind of disappointed with one person.

i'm right after all.
all guys are the same!
heh.

photocopy out one.
so cheapo.
zzz

during HAP had phototaking session with teacher.
very lazy t upload d pics now

will upload tmrr or smth ?

no mood no mood no mood no mood!!!

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ii need t get some quiet moments.

all ii want from you is just some love, care & concern.
is it really that hard ?!

okays.
ii'm not gg to blog much todayy
dun have to time to blog

but anyway,
just an announcement for y'all.

my line has been terminated.
hahahaha!

will re-connect it by the end of this month.

it is for the sake of my studies.

thank you.

yes! lion dance!
haha.

eddy took me to Bedok CC t grace the event.
wahhh ..
hahaha

okays. if you're not interested you may leave.
ii ustand that not everyone is interested in this kind of things.
LOL

honestly, i agreed to go bcuz ii thought there wud be a lot of shuai ges
LOL!!!
all ah bengs de marh.
used to be my type de.
but not now please.
LOL

when ii reached there,
the thing that really captured my attention was the lion head;
how they moved to the rhythem;
the drum beats & everything else!

every little single tiny actions were damn crutial;
a wrong move will cause the downfall of the troupe.

really really very fascinating.
they really extended my attention span;
the first time in my life.
heh.

standing there, looking at them,
trying their best to out-perform the rest of the troupes,
fighting extremely hard to get champion,
the kind of spirit they have,
really really intrigues me deep inside.

there were moments when my heart skipped a beat;
not because ii saw hot guys, (haha)
but bcuz the one w the lion head slipped & nearly fell off the 2metre plus stilts.
very very heart-aching,
all their efforts over the months gone like that just bcuz of that one mistake.
but!
everyone does make a mistake right?
so nvm! try harder next time!

ii dont know if they cry,
but during my times in band,
if a soloist or anybody were to make mistakes in competitions,
they'll cry.

nvm! still got next time!

seeing Eddy so engrossed in the competition was ..
haha.
ii guess you dont see him so attentive in class.
LOLS

hearing him explaining all the actions;
story lines, the criteria;
how much marks deducted for this & that;
how much marks awarded;
how much they are going to get eventually;
is very hmm. ii dont know.
haha.

oh wait!
ii must talk abt the last troupe!!!

Long Tian ii think.
if you need to translate into english,
direct translation is DRAGON SWEET.
okays?
hehe. xD dont pronounce wrongly.

they are super impressive okayys!!
although Eddy kept saying no no no ,
but nvm
ii think they are impressive.

ii stopped breathing for them,
my heart skipped many many beats for them,
my blood circulation nearly stopped.

they very powerful.
thank you.
haha.

oh. anyway, b4 that,
we went to bugis t buy his shirt.
ii think is damn ex larh.
but somebody think it's cheap.
so nvm.
LOLS

thanks for the bubble tea anyway.
gees

it's 12.05am

wishing EDDY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

ALRIGHT.
ENOUGH OF CRAPPING.

PICTURES IN RANDOM.
(I DONT EVEN KNOW WHICH IS WHAT TROUPE, SORRY AR)

the next two pic, which is also the last two, are the pictures of the Long Tian troupe i'm talking abt. they used black lion. so cool. LOL

okays! that's all!

thanks EDDY. ii had fun. xD

hope you enjoyed yourself too! haha.

oh. in view of this,
ii'm gg to get myself a bf in troupe.
find them really really cool!!!
hahaha.

EDDY!!!
-nudge nudge.
you know what t do eh?
your frens your frens!!
HAHAHA

good night everyone!

I want to have a dog.

dogs sooo cute right?
oh my tian.

that day was walking to YiBin's workplace
then saw this dog so cute ( v big size one )
heh heh.

then EDDY's sausuage dog also very cute!!!

YIBIN's auntie also got a dog.
just tt maybe the dog dont like me.
see me bark at me.
but then hor, very cute lehs

how come everyone got dog ii dont have?
ii only got hamster.
so sad.

ii wait for my hamster to die
then ii go get a dog

HAHAHA

so bad. =X

looking at what'd happened for the past one week,
my view towards the girls changed.
esp ever since Vivien told me about
the girl who mentioned abt the fats flying;
it's really like
-oh my tian.
SO RUDE HER

and the one with the AP
ii really duno what to say.
it's time to know her limits
maybe could be should be would be shouldnt be couldnt be
MUST BE!

not trying t say anything insulting or anything though,
just trying to tell them to show respect.

respect is t be earned;
& showing AP isnt one of the ways to earn respect.

doing something that we should not do isnt earning our respect either.

joe's coming down tmrr to pick me up for sushi
he's seriously serious about it.

i'm so impressed.
thank you.
haha. xD

ii'm falling sick again.
wahhh. so suay.
EDDY!!!
hahaha.
come come.
take care of mei mei!!

for d past few days, i'd been thinking of Danny.
abt how ii first met him, our conversations etc.

the one that intrigued me the most was the day when ii woke up in the morn in his arms.

ii still rem asking him
"what time is it now?"

he stirred a bit & hugged me back to sleep.

all these, despite being late for his work.

the kind of my-heart-MELTSSS feeling is still so vivid;
everytime ii think of it, my heart missed a beat;
& thousands of butterflies flew in my stomach;
& ii had to divert my attention on smth else.

apparently,
it just dawned on me that ii really missed him.
& that no one else can make me feel so distracted like d way he does.

apart from his hot body, ( hahaha )
it's his little actions that really ..
made me feel like holding on t him.

it's just a pity that he's gone,
away from me now.

no, ii didnt regret.
neither did ii cry or commit suicide.

just grateful that he's gone
so that ii can concentrate on my studies.

& no, ii dont want you back.

ii just want you t know how much you USED TO mean to me in d past,
& that ii missed you, as a fren ( ii guessed )

missing all your caresses, fierce kisses & protective huggs aint doing me good.

went to Orchard with YiBin ytd

went to Pizza Hut for dinner
damn full & cheesy

Yibin bought a pair of shoe & cardigan
ii bought cardigan

went home at 9 plus
reached home at 10 plus

bathe
study
sleep.

ya la.
my blog damn bo liao.
thank you.
next time i shall blog this way.

practical enough?

oh hellos people.
i'm in my sch lab now,
doing project.
yah! "do project!"

hmm. okays. todayys Man Hong very drama again.
on our way to OBC lecture,
ii saw a cockroach on the stairs.
thinking that since it wouldnt fly,
ii shant care abt it.
BUT THEN HOR,
Man Hong saw leh.
she screamed & pushed Li Hui,
Li Hui siam-ed & then screams after screams were heard.

-oh my tians

FSN girls are mad.

*tsk

then OBC lectures, hmm.
alright bahs.
alright = not paying attention.

HAP lecture,
Clara passed me a sweet.
LOL
so nice right?
so end of HAP, ii passed her the chocolate biscuits i bought along with me to sch.
ii cant bear to eat, ii still have the last packet, the only one left, in my bag.
-wails.

BUY ME CHOCOLATE BISCUITS!!

heh heh. xD

anyway, today ii very clumsy.
thank you Man Hong.

ii wanted to place my pencil case back into my bag
so ii bent down.
then ii shifted my table,
my water bottle commited suicide.
it hit the chair, "POOM"
then roll roll roll on the floor.
YanXin helped me to take.
then hor, when ii stabilised liao right,
duno what happened,
my specs committed suicide
wahhh ...
LIHUI laughed
Man Hong shaked head
Claudia sighed
LOLS
YanXin had to help me save my specs again
LOLS

so sorry to disrupt the lesson.
it's not my fault.
i know i very fat larh.
NOT ENOUGH SPACE MARH!

hehe.

today's SFP lab,
on vegetables & fruits.
-oh my tian.
had to saute, boil & microwave the carrot.
it's okays la.

BUT THEN HAVE TO TASTE IT.
-faints

Shao Mei , KiKi & Vivien said it tasted nice.
cheat my feeling.
after ii placed the carrot in my mouth, ii wanted to ask for water
but .. .. ..

hahaha.
no manners.

after SFP lab, YiBin gave me her nuts.
LOLS

sounds so wrong.
hahaha
i mean she gave me the nuts tt she'd cooked.
not very sure what's the cooking method.
LOLS

Vivien!!
ii got TWO packets.
ii give you ONE.

okays okays?

tmrr bring to sch give you!
LOL!!! xD xD xD

oh. anyway, just now,
Vivien squat in my kitchen & hugg my leg

she love my leg very much leh.
heh heh. thank you!!!

that day during lecture keep on touching.
wahhhh.

next time ii wna touch yours too.
LOLS
xD xD xD

tmrr is friday leh.
so happy.
even though gg home late,
but nvm!!

sat & sun can slp

eh wait.
tmrr got CSAS test & MST1 test.

dun disturb me i tell you.
LOL

eddy
please.
haha.
you're retarded.
LOLS
retarded retarded retarded
xD xD xD

wad's the meaning of true happiness? haha. seriously, i really dont know. have you all ever experience it.. say like, for a long period of time? yes, during childhood & no, for now.

am ii right?

heh.
so ii got ways to make you smile.

1) act stupid
2) eat what you like to eat & always eat even though you dun feel like eating.
3) fart loudly & ask for comments
4) smile to someone else you dont know
5) stare at a stranger who's indulging in his/her food
6) knocked into a toddler & cry ( YOU CRY, YES, YOU )

okays.
the most practical way

-make someone happy.

happiness meant a lot to me in the past. & due to some unforeseen circumstances, i think i plunged into depression. haha. (you can say that) yes. thanks for all those who came & asked me what happened. thanks for all of the love & concern y'all had shown me.

love you all okays??
hee.

-huggs

okayys larh. ii know ii'm so abnormal during the past few days. everything others do doesnt seems to feel right, look right t me. ( i have my reasons anyway ) & my patience & tolerance alarms were triggered off. hence, the depression, anger & hatred.

anyhow anyway, i'm gg to recover. i switched off my alarm already.

i know why y'all dun dare to make me angry already. HAHAHA
i win.

as to what actually causes the depression, dont bother t know. haha.
ii think only EDDY, my beloved korkor knows why. heh heh.

ahhh.
so sweet todayy someone. LOL.
tomorrow gonna wake him up. hope i can wake up early, cuz he's always the one waking me up & even though we'd already said tt i'll wake him up, the next morn, he'll msg me & tell me tt he's awake alr & no need to call him, & asked me t go back to slp agn.

eh. heh.
got diabetes le!
xD

as for the CO today, really glad to see all the original members back. LOLS. meaning, full attendance. & the teacher was obviously in a good mood.

felt a sense of achievement when ii actually played practice7 perfectly. =)
from western scores-> all the notes, to CO scores -> all numbers, it's not easy you know. & i have to learn DO RE MI FAH SO LA TI DOH.

-oh my tian.

but ii really wanna learn erhu.
must jia you jia you jia you!!!
xD xD xD xD xD

beginning to see the challenge in the CO scores. it's not easy at all. i have G-major & D-major thingy to learn. & both majors different fingerings. the teacher also dun allow us to tap foot to count. wahhh. must use the heart to sense the tempo. if my heart stopp beating then ii think that's it. kekes.

luckily ii got music background.

Benjamin very ke lian. he cant seemed to grip the tempo & always go either faster or slower than the tempo. everytime got pauses, the teacher sure reprimand him.

-sulk
ii got nth t say.

oh but nvm! CO is fun!

focus on all d tiny things & you'll be happy

AHHH

waiting for my CO to start
O.M.G

it's at 7pm can

& & &
JOE called me & said he wanted to treat me SUSHI

WAHHHHH

-drool drool

LOLS! xD

but then hor, he sometimes really a bit overbearing leh

really ahh.
xD xD xD

okayys.
tmrr got project work.
sian larh sian
sian sian sian

heh.

how ii really lost the self-control when ii kiss you,
ii really dont know.

deleted / removed some posts.

edited some things.

remembered that ii'd promised him that i'll be happy.

so apparently, someone came knocking on the door, threatening to kill me if ii dont remove the post. & so much threatenings, to the extent of calling me up & asking me to laugh just for him.

& reminded me of the promise.

thank you.

ii didnt know that you would still continue to monitor my blog so closely.
haha.

I HAVE NOT FALLEN IN LOVE WITH THE WRONG PERSON.

IN THE PAST, THAT IS.

haha.
& no. in case you dont ustand,
i'm not attached.

i'm just telling you how sweet he is.

HAIR CUT

I went to cut my hair after school today. Initially was thinking of not cutting, but because Man Hong passed a remark, so I decided to go and cut it! She said my hair was messy & untidy. I nearly fainted. So now, after my hair cut, I feel so BOTAK.

EDDY

I went to meet Eddy at 7pm at Jurong East yesterday. A great entertainer. Really you know, all the way talking non-stop. I want to talk also never give me a chance. HEH!

kidding kidding.

Must take good care of yourself. sick already; dont play play.

oh. & I MISS YOU
OKAYS?
MEI MEI miss you!
miss you
miss you
miss you!!!

hmm =(

LOLS.
Just to entertain you only.
uncle you dont be so happy.
hahaha. xD

EYE CANDY

he sat in front of me during PIPC1 lecture. O.M.G I seriously am super turned off. haha. I mean, I know all guys are like that but, he did something which I dont think I'll ever do that in public. I wont let my FUTURE boyfriend do that in public too. it's so gross can. Luckily it's only eye candy. NOT boyfriend.

my boyfriend must be very high class. heh heh.

OBC tutorial

During the tutorial, i mean, before the teacher starts, she said,

" the three girls behind. are you done yet?"

"huh??"

Walking towards us,
" have you finish talking?", giving us that smirk I SERIOUSLY LOATHE.

Man Hong even answered her
"YAH"

OMG!
we weren't even talking!!!

then you know what Man Hong asked me??
she asked,
" we got talk meh?"

oh my tian. -faint
then you still answered teacher "YAH"

Man Hong.
you so cute please.

ii seriously feel like kicking that teacher's ass.
thanks.

that library guard & that OBC teacher must be good friends.

PROJECT WORK

oh. heh.
chocolates.

NAILS

say bye bye to them.
I need to remove my nail polish too.
thank you SFP

PRUDENTIAL GUY

I mentioned above that I went to Jurong East. Then I saw him. wah.

"hi"
"hi"
"how come everywhere I go I can see you one?"

I felt like telling him,
"oh. Because hor, you not blind, that's why can see me. Why? see me not happy arh?"

but then I nvr larh. heh heh.
so rude me.

YIBIN, you should have gone with me to IMM. hahaha. den you can see your shuai ge.
LOLSSS

MENSES

it's like, late for 4 days already. I never do anything this month. so must wait wait wait. sure have one. LOL!! May God Bless Me baby.

so as you can see, my menses is very important to me. the same goes for my boobs. HAHAHA.